Apologies for the rambling, but one coping mechanism with my phone
addiction is to write about it and essentially talk myself out of it.
I am sitting here on Saturday morning and the new phone itch hits me
again as I am surfing the web. Just when I thought that my addiction
had subsided from the onslaught of my horrible credit debt, I am once
again finding myself going through withdrawal. I do not like this
feeling at all and I am desperately trying hard not to think of
purchasing anything else that I cannot afford via cash. Despite the
benefits of having such a flexible device in this iPhone I am still
getting that urge to have a new product in my hands right this minute!
I am typing these words on the multi-touch screen in the iPhone's
Notes application and I am still amazed, but my mind wanders and I
begin to get restless of this phone.
What I am going through right now is simply an addiction problem, and
my body is experiencing withdrawal. The primary source of my urge this
time around is the HTC TyTN II aka AT&T Tilt Windows Mobile
smartphone. I know that the user experience won't be any different
than the unimpressive TyTN I had used a while back, but I still crave
to have it in my hands. Already I am consciously calculating how I can
get access to this device through my AT&T carrier since I can't afford
it as an unlocked device (I can't even afford it through AT&T either).
What's even more sad is that I am fully aware just how much more
useful this iPhone is for me in my daily routine. From a QWERTY phone
to a calendar to a Rolodex to an alarm clock to an iPod to an Internet/
email tablet to a REAL YouTube viewer to a point-and-shoot camera to a
notepad to a calculator, this compact machine is truly the most
versatile and impressive device I have seen in my life and I am proud
to be its owner. To downgrade to any other device would be completely
mindless and without common sense, especially considering the
financial shape that I'm in right now. I need to just get through this
temptation and keep in mind that it is only temporary. I have already
invested time, energy and money into this iPhone, so it is only
fitting that I remain devoted to it from here on out.
What's funny is that this writing session on my iPhone has worked in
subsiding my urges, and once again I am amazed at the quality of what
I have in front of me. Since the last software update I have been
taken aback with just how far this device can go in regards to
communication and entertainment, and I look forward to more updates
coming up in the future.